Saturday, September 23, 2006
Went Yoga yesterday...
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Forgot to wear my lens...I was in specs...
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OK... Nevermind...
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And just when I finally remember to bring my water bottle to Yoga...
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I forgot to bring it to class...I left it inside the locker...
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Well done...
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People...I'm not even in my thirties can...but I'm already having memory worst then my eighty years old grandmama!
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I'm seriously getting a tad worried about my deteriorating memory...having to wrack my brain each time...lugging back things that I could remember off the back of my mind...
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People...please-oh-please...do bless me with good health and good memory, for many more decades to come...
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I don't want to die not knowing my surname can =( ...
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My eight hours that were supposed to constitute a full night sleep (which I had been deprived of lately) had been once again rudely interrupted by the frantic wailing of my princess...at a freaking 2AM...
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I repeat...2AM!!! I wanted soooooo much to struggle her like how I would struggle dead chicken
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I began to miss my hubby dearly...who is working the graveyard shift...=(
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It took me a painstaking one hour...I repeat...ONE WHOLE FREAKING HOUR... before I finally pacify her to slumber...
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It would be my hubby doing this dirty venerable task...if only he is around...I missed his presence to bitz...
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I was too awake by then...I was kept up with an overstuffed mind...with all the nonsensical thoughts lingering...eyes tightly shut...and stubborn eye-lids that never seems to stay still...throbbing away...
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Wracking my mind...trying hard to lug back what I had in my wardrob...to match my new bought winter-wear, for my up-coming Shanghai trip...
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Thinking how much I will be missing Tenia during my trip...I squint open my stubborn eyes to take a peek at her...who is already deep deep in slumber...=)'
I even harbour the thoughts of taking M.C today...I could have easily plot and delude the dumb-ass GP with my *ahem* first class acting...and my confirmed ghastly look...
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Just as I was contemplating to geng or not to geng MC...my alarm clock starts to buzz incessantly...
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I managed to fight all the urges in every grain of my sleep-deprived body...which tried to seduce me into continuing sleeping...finally hauled myself out of bed...and zombie-walked to the freezing office...
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I'm trying very very hard now to muster some enthusiasm at work...
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But its Saturday you know...I don't want to start lamenting all over again how I KNN loathe working on a Saturday... *roll eyes*
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Sitting in front of a PC now had become a chore... I doubt even a caffeine fix can keep me awake...
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I have never been self-destructive before...but I really have this strong urge in me to just thrust my head right into the wall...and fall into a deep deep coma...
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